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Sunday, March 4th, 2007
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7:19 pm - I
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am blah
current mood:  sad
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| Thursday, May 18th, 2006
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10:39 pm
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FUCK YOU AND YOUR UNTOUCHABLE FACE!
Forget feelingsLOVENEVERlastssaveYOURSELF
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| Tuesday, November 29th, 2005
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10:18 pm
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My brother now resides in Las Vegas :'(
I'm loving life, things are great. I work alot but I got a raise and theres alot of people that I associate with the i LOVE LOVE LOVE and I cant wait to have bunches of time to hang out with them over christmas break!!
I think I might have a BIIIIIGGGG slumber partay!!!!!!
:-*
LoveLove
current mood:  chipper
current music: Tegan and Sara
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| Sunday, August 28th, 2005
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1:23 am - DALE EARNHART!!
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So the other night Dustin and Alex decided that fishing at the boardwalk sounded AWESOME..... Not so much, but I got to play around with my new camera :-D
Love Love
( Read more... )
Today I visited my Grandma and Papa, He didnt understand the digital camera concept........ so this happened.
Love Love Love
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| Wednesday, August 24th, 2005
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4:37 pm
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1. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of pudding to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written.
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| Wednesday, August 17th, 2005
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6:32 pm
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So I got my first fillings today at the dentist. My mouth was so numb when I got home that i shoved a needle through my lip, i did a horrible job and couldnt get an earring through, not that i would have kept it anyway. I jsut didnt think my mouth could be THAT numb.
<3 Love Love
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1:22 am
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Ok WOW.. Tonight..
Well tonight me amanda alex dustin and cody T went to say bye to curtis, dustins van broke down so we switched to codys and didnt end up getting to Curtis til like 10. We left around 11 and me and alex were taking pictures of eachother in the back of the party van when these two huge guys in a truck next to us got pissed about it, cody rolled down his window to tell him we werent taking pictures of them and the guy threw something at him. so we start speeding away and they follow and yell and then at a stop light one of them gets out of the car, so we start running ALL the stop signs, the dude calls a friend and they try boxing us between them and they are yelling for us to pull over and shit, alex thinks they were getting a gun. So Dustin calls the cops and they think we are joking so they hang up, on the second try they start taking us seriously and they are asking where we are, the guys are still pull fast and furious shit and throwing bolts or something at the van, alex tells me to get on the floor of the van and then all of a sudden we are stopping and i hear cops yelling so i get up and there are guns pointed at us and we all had to put our hands up and get outta the van. Two cops came to get me and alex, both of which doing so with guns and they slam us against the van, they thought we were with the bad guys or something, then they figure out that we were the ones that called, so we sit on the curb and realize that there are like 5 or 6 cops cars and 2 HELICOPTERS watching us, Alex says we'll be on the news. The cops made us fill out a report and then they had the other guys in custidy down the road, so we got the hell outta there. Now we are gonna paint codys van and i will NEVER go say goodbye to one of our navy boys in troy EVER again.
I was soooo scared
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| Friday, August 5th, 2005
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2:04 am
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Well Ihope no one wants to hang out next week because this is my work schedule.
Sunday 11-6:15
Monday OFF, hang with me then
Tuesday 4-9:15
Wednesday Off again
Thursday 9-5
Friday 9-6
Saturday 12-9:15
I hate working, but I LOVE money
<3
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| Friday, July 22nd, 2005
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1:25 am
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Colt 45 and two zigzags.
baby thats all we need
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| Wednesday, July 20th, 2005
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6:27 pm
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My mother is irrate because someone wrote "I love dick" on the backwindow of my car in the dirt.
Shes dumb
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| Saturday, June 4th, 2005
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1:36 am
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So today cody FINALLY went to the secretary of states and turned that piece of paper into a drivers license. he promised me he was getting it today and he was going to pick me up and take me to dinner, so 6:30 rolls around and im starving and havent heard from cody his away message says "out, lost cell phone, dont call" so im thinkin i got stood up and im pretty bummed,then i get a call from matts phone, cody ditched me all day for matt but now hes on his way to get me, so im alittle better (especially after tony b threatened to burn codys house down) So cody comes we do some running and then go to dinner, not 2 hours after cody leaves matt matts calling my cell asking cody when hes taking me home and going out with the guys, also keep in mind that prior to tonight i hadnt seen cody in 2 weeks! So cody tells matt he can sleep over later and he'll call him when he can come over, around 9:30 me and cody are watching a movie and his house and Matt Jim and Travis jsut barge in, no knock or anything and start playing music on the computer REALLY loud, matt keeps saying how hes pissed that cody ditched him for me, travis and jim try to get matt to turn down the music so matt turns it up, I stand up and say "Im not gonna b one of those girlfriends who keeps their boyfriend from hanging out with his friends" Big smiles come from matt and jim, i walk out of the room and this is obviously what the guys wanted to happen, Im out at codys door waiting for him to drive me home and then i hear alot of banging and cody kicking everyone out then matt yells "HOPE YOU FUCKING HAVE FUN DITCHING YOUR FRIENDS" pretty much calls me worthless and then they all storm off, so my nights ruined and i ask cody to take me to amandas where we bitch for awhile, when i get back in codys car jim calls and asks if him matt and travis can still stay the night, cody says yes and then matt jim and travis say that they hate me. Wow, I hate all this
Florida in 11 days!
<3
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| Friday, June 3rd, 2005
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3:43 pm
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The Keys to Your Heart
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You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. |
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. |
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. |
You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. |
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. |
Your risk of cheating is 100%. You are not suited for a monogamous relationship. |
You think of marriage pessimistically. You don't think happy marriages exist anymore. |
In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered. |
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| Saturday, May 28th, 2005
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1:08 am - YEA ME!!
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So tonight some guys decided it would be fucking cool to creep around the woods behind my house and spy on the girls. Me and Tasha decided to regulate and found3 gus that were inthe woods, they were being fucking pricks so i grabbed one my the shirt and he was like "what are you gonna do, hit me" and i said yeah and the I socked him right in the jaw :-D The guys came back later and tried to get us to come into the woods while they were shooting off paintball guns, finalyl they came over and talked saying that they "jsut wanted to meet new people" yeah thats a creepy fucking way to do so!!! The kid i hit had a fat lip and he shed a little tear YEAH!! It felt soooooo good to hit someone, Ive had built up anger for awhile and thats exactly what i needed to do! Then andrew busher, Matt Mcglaughlin and Steve Hall came over and in deep voices :p screamed at them and pushed them around til one cried and then they left :-D It was eventful, they will probably try to come over again so tomarrow Saturday night, maybe ill have a little bon-fire if anyone wants to come!
<3333333333
current mood: PUMPED
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| Wednesday, May 11th, 2005
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6:38 pm
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So today my mom realized I was upset and proded around for answers which she never receieved, I dont even know why so not exactly like I could explain it to her, BUT anyway...she came home from work today and said that her clients asked if I would like to be one of the kids that port huron sends on a foreign exchange, Im very very interested and excited,but there are some down sides 1.) senior year away from Angela Sam Amanda Adrian Robbie Bart Stephen Corey Calvin... alot of you guys id miss 2.) when i come home from the school year in France,Sweden,England some other places where i might be, I have to redo senior year at northern that means i have to graduate with the kids that are sophmores right now, so during reunions and other crap like that i would b invited to the class of 07' stuff. I dunno, its something im going to need to think about but its such an awesome experience, It's not a for sure thing YET but dont you think id be crazy to give the oppurtunity up??
Sorry this is all one long monotone sentence, im too lazy for everything today.
<3333333
I Love you Angela,Thank you for helping me get included in prom plans.
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| Monday, May 9th, 2005
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9:48 pm - I HATE NOLAN!!
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So tonight on the way home from work Nolan decided to stall and not start again, a cop stopped and waited behind me til my dad came. but while waiting another cop saw him and decided to keep him company, my windows were open so i could hear them talking the convo started with a very loud "WHAZZZZ UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!" Which i found entertaining coming from a cop, then i realized that i was pulled over on the side of the road with TWO cops, and then my bosses drove by.... So they will most definetly drug test me again, bcuz it looked like very suspicious..... I HATE MY CAR
That is all
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| Tuesday, May 3rd, 2005
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11:20 pm
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I want to have something that sets me apart from everyone else. There are all these things I notice about other people and I envy them for it, whether its a style, awesome hair, beautiful skin or the "perfect" body. I want a specific feature that makes people see me for someone other than "Just another girl who goes to the grotto sometimes" I hate that, Everyone has something special about them, but im jsut a mess of bittten fingernails, messy hair, a pudgy belly, and blemished skin. This is jsut a thought and I didnt really feel like making this private, but please don't comment on this nonetheless because I dont want to feel as though im recieving sympathy. Alot of things have been bothering me lately, theres only a select few people I can tolerate at school and you KNOW who you guys are, but other than you guys I want to scream and pull out my hair when anyone else even comes near me, im in this weird mood and im hating every single second of it. Im a mess and I dont know what to do, I dont even know how to describe any of my nonsense. Im going to bed
<3
current mood:  blah
current music: Tegan and Sara- Take me anywhere
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| Tuesday, April 26th, 2005
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11:58 pm - I NEED THE SAND
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So Florida as usual was utterly amazing. My favorite part was being with courtney of course!!! Sara and Heather were extremly AWESOME as well. I cant wait to move down, it will b magical. im too tired to write right now but i didnt wanan forget about the plane ride. It was very "turbulant" and my mom almost threw up, this one fat stuartess got sick and slept in an empty row of seats the whole time. At the end he woke up and decided that he was a comedian. He came over the speaker thing and said "theres no place like home theres no place like home, toto i dont think we;re in kansas anymore" and it reminded me of the time me and courtney where in ROSS and the guy made horror movie noises. Then later this guy took a barney teddy bear from this little kid and proceeded to play the "i love you, you love me" song over the PA after that he made his one version of the song that went alittle like this "we love you, you love us, we are faster than a bus" and these jokes i will never forget "How do u get pikachu on a plane (pok-em-on)" and then there was another pokemon joke i cant remember. Im tired, Goodnight
<3
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| Sunday, April 10th, 2005
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1:32 pm
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So as of right now im so confused on whats going on in my life, had a 3 hour convo with angela that other night and loved every second of it. I love hanging out with sam and angela you guys are AWESOME and u make me happy!!!! cody dropped the L-bomb and it scared the shit out of me but then it hurt when he took it back. Im so hot and cold on the me and cody situation, i really think that i want to take break so i can have some time to figure myself out but im afraid that the second i do that hes going to move on. I truly do not think he cares for me like he used to. I need something to hold on to and i cant do that with cody, i dunno y, maybe ive jsut been too hurt in the past. Right now my mom is trying to get me a flight out to florida, i can clear my head there and see <3courtney<3 who by the way ALL OF U NEED TO MEET BCUZ SHE IS MY BESTEST FRIEND IN THE ENTIRE WORLD AND THE MOST AMZING PERSON I know you would all LOVE her. I feel like a have no time to stop and think, i come home from school and go to work or go to codys or hang out with friends. when im away from cody i feel like we are broken up but when im at his house he still gives me butterflies, he seems different to me tho, i think he wants to move on but he keeps telling himself he still likes me, i dunno, and its not exactly like i could ask him this. Im a terrible person, i never know what i want and i probably hurt people without even knowing it, Im sorry to any of you ive ever hurt in the past, i truly am. I think i need a guy who can tell me when hes not feeling the same anymore, someone who can yell at me when hes feeling angy and doesnt hide his feelings, someone who lets me know he still adores me bcuz i always have doubts, but i guess all that we b the perfect guy and that jsut not possible.
So now that i have depressed myself im going to go get ready for work....
<3
current mood: sad
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| Monday, March 14th, 2005
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3:44 pm
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I think im dying........... and I don't really care
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| Saturday, March 12th, 2005
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12:41 am - I dont know what is happening!
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BOYS ARE STUPID LIARS!!!!
~Cody lied to me. I asked him about this more than once and every single time he lied right to my face. Now he tells me the truth and won't even talk to me. Im the one thats not supposed to talk to him, all i did was tell him not to do anything stupid and he said " i deserve to, and i deserve to have u mad at me, i dont think u should talk to me for a couple days" Maybe this was his easy way outta the relationship, i duno, but hey it worked right?
<3 single and looking
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